Ok firstly i just read your blog.
I dun mind wat your said about me.
Just to wanna say that..
(1)I noe i had done many bad things.
But this is wat i dun wan. I tried to change but no one give me the chance.
NO! Not at all! Your only noe how to HATE me. But have your ever try to understand me? The only thng i can say is your onli noe how to HATE me. And start saying all the bad things behind my back and say wat i say lots of bad things behind your back.
If your think wat i act cute. Den i can only say that wat your think. And dun nid to say i like to attract many ppl as your dunno wat my heart thinking rite?
(2)Yes. I did say before i like Yongli cos he give me a very safe feeling which no one had ever give me. And i dun accept him not because of the hair on his legs. How you noe i dun accept him cos of the hair? So dun anyhow say.And you also say it rite. And i had nvr play with his feelings. I dun accept him that mean i play with his feeling?Have your ever ask me why i dun accept? NO.
(3) Yes i can admit that i was wrong for wat i had done to chingyang. And i was really very regret. But have anyone noe?Wat your had said is that i cheat his feeling. But your noe my heart was really very pain and regret for doing all this things to him?
(4)You say i say ppl back things behind them. But dun tell me you had nvr say? Dun tell me you nvr say justa and rachel always say paiseh infront of ppl? Yes although i said too. but you cant denied that you had nvr say? Dun tell me you had nvr say rachel very zilian? Although i said too. But i realise that no one is not zilian? Dun tell me you dun have your own pic in your phone? I can tell you that everyone have their own pic in their phone. And you say sorry for saying so mang f-words. But you still say. Dun nid say i forced you. Did i? Did i ever ask you to say?
(5)If you say i betray ppl den dun tell me you nvr? Hah i say suxian always wear the same clothes. HELLO i can swear that you are the one that started it. And now you push it to me. And wat i wan wear is my problem.You dun like it den i have nth to say.
(6)Have you ever see that i make use of my "backup" fren? When i first came in to tis sch, miko and kaiqi they all are my first two fren i followed them for recess. Although i met you(yuki) first. And i can say that you are really a nice girl. I noe you dun like to talk cos first time coming a mixed sch ,so i started talking to you. And i realise that i am not wrong you are indeed a nice girl.Seriously its because you say that suxian say 5 of them very odd one out. Den i must be the one who being kick out of the group. Why? Cos suxian always follow you. Rachel with justa mah. So end up i am the extra one. You can nvr denied this fact. Cos you(yuki) posted on your blog. Past few posts. You noe that i always being kick here and there? It will nvr end. When you are frens with suxian, you say her bad things. Ok i wont denied i nvr say her. Den when you need her, you go to her. Left me behind. Wat the point of saying i am your best fren? I make use of fren? Den i can tell you that you noe why i dun fight with you when we were close fren? That because i treat you as my best best fren. Very very best fren. i treasure you so i dun fight with you. I noe that if we fight,we will end up being enemy. So the onli way i can say is that i keep inside my heart. You noe how long i had keep thingd inside my heart? Yet we always fight just because of those small things!You noe why in the end i choose to be with miko they all? Not cos of the backup thingy. That wat your think onli. Is cos they always give me confident. When i was with them,they had nvr leave me behind. They treat me as wat i treat you.
(7)You noe that justa is always left behind? I dun understand that why rachel keep following you? She always ended upwalking alone. So i walk with her. Accompany her. But your say is justa nvr walk with rachel. And YOU NOE THAT NOT ONLI ME WHO THINKS THAT WE ARE SCARED OF YOU. But the fact i noe is we treasure you! Like wat suxian said. And you noe that me,justa and rachel dun dare to make you angry cos we scared will loose a great fren like you?!
(8)One last thing is that suxian you dunno that the reasons caressa and bernice are not fren den dun go around and tel ppl that we steal her away from bernice.
(9)One last last thing is wat i had always wan to tell you(yuki).
I treat you as my best best fren yet we end up like this. Is not wat i wan. I have no other way to think of. I told you be4 that i lose a best best frren rite. And this all is true. But this time is not cos of wat i ast big or wat. I believe i told you the reason rite. So really hope you can help me keep it as a secret. I can swear that the secrets you told me i had nvr tell anyone. The one you like yet ...(******)I noe ii really had to say SORRY to you cos i did say bad things behind you. But dun tell me you had nvr say behind my back? Ok. The onli things i wish to do now is stop everything in this earth and start it all over again. I can say that this time i will treasure you as my best best fren even more. But i noe that it wont happen...
Okay..i shall stop posting le. I had been posting for too long.
This is what on LIYI blog.


