This is,
My Goodbye
Saturday, December 5, 2009

Ok firstly i just read your blog.
I dun mind wat your said about me.
Just to wanna say that..

(1)I noe i had done many bad things.
But this is wat i dun wan. I tried to change but no one give me the chance.
NO! Not at all! Your only noe how to HATE me. But have your ever try to understand me? The only thng i can say is your onli noe how to HATE me. And start saying all the bad things behind my back and say wat i say lots of bad things behind your back.
If your think wat i act cute. Den i can only say that wat your think. And dun nid to say i like to attract many ppl as your dunno wat my heart thinking rite?
(2)Yes. I did say before i like Yongli cos he give me a very safe feeling which no one had ever give me. And i dun accept him not because of the hair on his legs. How you noe i dun accept him cos of the hair? So dun anyhow say.And you also say it rite. And i had nvr play with his feelings. I dun accept him that mean i play with his feeling?Have your ever ask me why i dun accept? NO.
(3) Yes i can admit that i was wrong for wat i had done to chingyang. And i was really very regret. But have anyone noe?Wat your had said is that i cheat his feeling. But your noe my heart was really very pain and regret for doing all this things to him?
(4)You say i say ppl back things behind them. But dun tell me you had nvr say? Dun tell me you nvr say justa and rachel always say paiseh infront of ppl? Yes although i said too. but you cant denied that you had nvr say? Dun tell me you had nvr say rachel very zilian? Although i said too. But i realise that no one is not zilian? Dun tell me you dun have your own pic in your phone? I can tell you that everyone have their own pic in their phone. And you say sorry for saying so mang f-words. But you still say. Dun nid say i forced you. Did i? Did i ever ask you to say?
(5)If you say i betray ppl den dun tell me you nvr? Hah i say suxian always wear the same clothes. HELLO i can swear that you are the one that started it. And now you push it to me. And wat i wan wear is my problem.You dun like it den i have nth to say.
(6)Have you ever see that i make use of my "backup" fren? When i first came in to tis sch, miko and kaiqi they all are my first two fren i followed them for recess. Although i met you(yuki) first. And i can say that you are really a nice girl. I noe you dun like to talk cos first time coming a mixed sch ,so i started talking to you. And i realise that i am not wrong you are indeed a nice girl.Seriously its because you say that suxian say 5 of them very odd one out. Den i must be the one who being kick out of the group. Why? Cos suxian always follow you. Rachel with justa mah. So end up i am the extra one. You can nvr denied this fact. Cos you(yuki) posted on your blog. Past few posts. You noe that i always being kick here and there? It will nvr end. When you are frens with suxian, you say her bad things. Ok i wont denied i nvr say her. Den when you need her, you go to her. Left me behind. Wat the point of saying i am your best fren? I make use of fren? Den i can tell you that you noe why i dun fight with you when we were close fren? That because i treat you as my best best fren. Very very best fren. i treasure you so i dun fight with you. I noe that if we fight,we will end up being enemy. So the onli way i can say is that i keep inside my heart. You noe how long i had keep thingd inside my heart? Yet we always fight just because of those small things!You noe why in the end i choose to be with miko they all? Not cos of the backup thingy. That wat your think onli. Is cos they always give me confident. When i was with them,they had nvr leave me behind. They treat me as wat i treat you.
(7)You noe that justa is always left behind? I dun understand that why rachel keep following you? She always ended upwalking alone. So i walk with her. Accompany her. But your say is justa nvr walk with rachel. And YOU NOE THAT NOT ONLI ME WHO THINKS THAT WE ARE SCARED OF YOU. But the fact i noe is we treasure you! Like wat suxian said. And you noe that me,justa and rachel dun dare to make you angry cos we scared will loose a great fren like you?!
(8)One last thing is that suxian you dunno that the reasons caressa and bernice are not fren den dun go around and tel ppl that we steal her away from bernice.
(9)One last last thing is wat i had always wan to tell you(yuki).
I treat you as my best best fren yet we end up like this. Is not wat i wan. I have no other way to think of. I told you be4 that i lose a best best frren rite. And this all is true. But this time is not cos of wat i ast big or wat. I believe i told you the reason rite. So really hope you can help me keep it as a secret. I can swear that the secrets you told me i had nvr tell anyone. The one you like yet ...(******)I noe ii really had to say SORRY to you cos i did say bad things behind you. But dun tell me you had nvr say behind my back? Ok. The onli things i wish to do now is stop everything in this earth and start it all over again. I can say that this time i will treasure you as my best best fren even more. But i noe that it wont happen...

Okay..i shall stop posting le. I had been posting for too long.




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Monday, November 30, 2009

Hope you will understand:)

Hello..I am now currently at JOKER(Jolynn) house:)Clown(Yukino),Mondy(Mindy) and Twinny(Shu Zhen) are here too:)..HAHAHAHA.We were like laughing at every moment:).Anyway now using JOKER laptop:) You now she is a big joker,a real big one.Cause she have no brain,and she saying "Goodnight".And what i reply was "What the hell"And she reply"Backside:)" She wanted to oull the bedsheet properly but she seem to be having sex with it,cause you know she has no brain.So yea:) cannot blame her.I very nice de ma:)I know you people must be thinking OH PLEASE!I know:) JOKER is making me MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway,back to my post..I won't blame you all for thinking of that:)
And you know what?The joker is acting like a nerd:x She pull her pants up so high.So NERD.. Totally JOKER!!!!!!!
Now everyone is in the room.Doing stupid stuffs.ASS!
Alright shall go and join them now:)


Saturday, November 28, 2009

I'm tired of everything....
Hello...Isn't it a miracle that i am gonna post again?HHAHAHA...I know.Everything is over.People like Rachel,Duxin,Yukino,Bernice maybe will know what that means.It is through between him and me..Seriously. I waited in singapore for like 40+ days already?Yea.And he is like not back yet.Not even a single news about him..Didn't know what to do?I know i cannot just lay on my bed everyday thinking of him and crying over the same thing like....everyday.He would not know what happen,he don't even know what i am doing,he will not know why am i crying about.He is not by my side when i need him. I am really tired of sending him messages saying how much i miss him,tired of everything. Maybe this is what i get when i love him with my whole heart?Cried for him?He steals,quit school and even smoke all i accpeted and waited for him to change and wanted to help him to change but in the end what i get is no respond no news from him.The first few days he send me some messages via Facebook,he didn't know how happy i was.Then few days pass by,i went to facebook like everyday when i am on computer.I will be like going there alomost every 2 hour.But slowly i gave up,when i almost gave up he send me another message" sorry i won't back so fast my passport thingy is not ready yet" I broke down immediatly.But what could i do?And you know what i do? I replied" ohh okay.When you are back message me straight away" Laughs.I don't know why i would send him back this message..Last time whenever sisters in school cry for guys i would be like" silly girl,crying for guys?" But now me myself crying for them.I know not all guys are bad but,why must girls always be the one who loses out??
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Alright.That's what i have to say:D Wait i got somemore..
To:(who ever you all think it will be:)
I am not blaming you.But why i can't i lend acc from you?I know that's your acc but i ask you properly and do you have to reply me as if i owe you like a billion dollar not returning?I know..You have the choice but if you don't want lend then just say no.I won't mind you saying no.Because that is your acc.I don't know how many letters,emails and on my blog i wrote to you..Have you every thought that what is wrong with you?If you don't,let me tell you is your attitude.I am not trying to upset you all whatever.But if you don't change you will really get into trouble next time.I am your jie i don't want you to get into any kind of trouble.But do you understand?Because of your attitude you lose alot of friends.I really don't know what to say already.I hope i can chnage you day by day.I don't want to lose our friendship just because of your attitude...You keft me with no words to say.Super disappointed:*(
Alright i guess i have posted a long long long long long long long long one.Okay buh bye!


Friday, November 27, 2009

Welcome back:D

Hello:D..It had been long time seen i have post on this blog..Because have lost the 'bugs on blogging'. Laughs.AHHAHA. Anyway this few days having training like what it have been the last few days of holidays.Training is fun anyway.
And Yukino is back from Japan.People you all must be very happy hor?Especially *ehem ehem*..
HAHAHA.Lame~.Alrights don't know what to post le.Got to go.


Sunday, November 22, 2009

Would things turn out right

Hello people:DLong time no post le.HAHA.Don't feel like posting so yeah.Tmr having training at 1p.m. EXCITED. But Coach Ling will be there.Scary:x.Will try my very best tmr:DHope will not get punished.
Anyway yesterday went pan pacific hotel is at marina square there,(is just opposite),for wedding dinner.I tell you the food there is HEAVENLY really nice:DExpensive too:x
Anyway,people please relink- http://www.crashthatballsforever.blogspot.com
Thanks:D anywat that blog is Yukino Rachel and Mine.We had a combine blog:D COOL right?HAHA.
Got to go!
Byebye:D


Monday, November 16, 2009

OH PLEASE!

PEOPLE...Long time since i have touch my blog.Actually to post.Cause quite lazy and training is like never ending! So yeah.HAHA.Anyway Coach Ling i back!And you might hear people saying" Coach Ling i s back,Tough training is back,everything is back to normal" Right,that's what i might say after yesterday training.Is super tough seriously.Alright i have to go at 8.00a.m.9.00 have to reach chestnut. So yeah.Should no elaborate too much on what had happen.As i said that's the past.IF you guys want still think that way,i have nothing to do.So yeah:D
To:Chicken Butt
You think i still like you?Actually that's the past.I admit i like you in the past.But now NEVER! understand?You are a playboy.Seriously,if you ask me now i will say"Yeah you are.From the beginning till now no change at all! Right!As what yukino say i should not waste time on a zoo keeper like you.

Sorry to people like Yukino,Shu Zhen and also Amirah. I let my anger on you people.But i'm glad that you all are kind enough to forgive me.I will try to forget aout him:DAnd be as cheerful as what i have also been.Laughing all the way~ Alright shall go now:D
BYE BYE~






Monday, November 9, 2009

Sorry..........

Hello....Okay people just a few words,to some of my friends.And this post will be deleted if you want it to. Okay..


Sister:

Sorry.I know i have been going to badminton and have not accompany you.You think i feel good?I have always tried very hard to pei you but trainings are important to me.Is not that you are not important is just like,i have train so hard and
i don't want all my effort to be in the drain. I understand how you feel. But you should know that i love badminton like some mad people.Lastly sorry.

I don't know if i have chose the right choose to go for all the training.Firstly: i have been home so late and didn't have time with my parent and family.Secondly:I don't have time for my primary school friend. Lastly:I have lost so many things after i join badminton.
I was thinking did i made the right choice?


People if i don't go badminton i guess it will not made any difference.I MIGHT quit badminton after the tournament:(

LASTLY SORRY MEI MEI:)


Friday, November 6, 2009

I started to hate you!BITCH!

Hellooooo!
Okay i know my blog is D-E-A-D.Okay cause nowadays i had a lot of training. Now i started to love badminton training.Cause is getting challenging and challenging.HAHA.Love it. Anyway i am getting bored at home.Hate it when i am bored.Anyway now having sore throat.Damn super pain lah. I hate sore throat,stomach pain.It totally SUCKS.
Okay..So now have been choing-ing audition :)
Shall go.Anyway have been thinking should i keep my blog?
Will post when i feel like posting:))

TO:AREON
Yesterday was our third month,i was feeling really DOWN.Hate the feeling going on without you.You know what?I have been missing you, really miss you.I don't know if i have fall for others.But yesterday only a few people entertain me and that's when i am being cheered,And i was laughing as though i was crying.IMy mind would always have the feeling of giving up this relationship.Cause i hate the feeling of being alone.




Friday, October 30, 2009

Sorry Peoopleee:))



Hello:D Sorry. Didn't post for so many many many days. Because when i am back from genting a lot of things have happened. So yeah,if i have the chance,just only one chance.I would want to change everything like last time.I don't mind the both of them be together,i don't want this to happen.I want everyone to be laughing,I don't want people having trouble,arguing here and there,see each other not happy.I really hope things will be alright. God please help..

Okay.So i am back from Genting.And is FUN.HAHAHAHHA.We went to the arcade for almost everyday.HAHA. And is really fun.Cause we earn about 4976 tickets if i am not wrong. HAHA.But all change the things for mine cousin.

Okay...So today there is training.Didn't go.Because yesterday i slept at 7.F-ing tired.Then today Wan Nee called.Say 7.30 start training.And when she called is already 8.30.So i impossible for me to get there.Somemore i a bit sore throat then my knee still pain.So didn't went. Sorry badminton girls.

Shall go now.

Bye bye..


Friday, October 23, 2009



HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY CELINE:DDDD

HELLO:DD!
HAHA before start posting just something to say to Celine:D

Celine Loo Si Ying:
You must be reading my post right now?Right?HAHA.Okay anyway,today your birthday and you must be really happy right?HAHA.Please lor,i very smart de hor.HAHA Last long with your stead uh! Although we fought sometime but it will be over awhile soon,right?HAHA.I remembered the first time we know each other is when we were Pri.4 right?HAHA.But we also got quarrel over stupid stuffs. HAHA! Anyway, you are really such a great friend:DDD you cheered me up when i am upset or what so ever,HAHA.Okay shall end here:DD

PEEPOOOOOLEE!!!Shall tell you all a story that my friend told me.

One day 6 people-Hamburger,Subway,KFC,Burger King,Pastamania,MacDonald.They went to this HIGH CLASS RESTAURANT for lunch.So they thought that they had enough money.SO they went in.And they eat happily.Then MacDonald say she didn't had enough money,so this kind-hearted soul Subway wanted to lend her,Hamburger also lend her.Then MacDonald had only 2.50.Then KFC didn't had enough money also.So they were like lending here and there.Then after that problem almost settle. Then later when they like when to the counter and pay money,they didn't had enough money.So everyone started forking out the money.But still sort of $5.Then later they started calling up people and asking for money.LAME RIGHT? WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. That's the story i heard from my friend:DDD

Okay.So today nothing to post about.Tomorrow i going my Ah ma house stay cause i going genting on Sunday.That means i will not be in school on Monday and Tuesday.HAHAHA. Then happy happy.HAHA.Okay.Hope can lucky lucky see him♥

Shall go now:DD
People when i am away have to take care yourself uh.I don't want later i come back then i go back to school cannot see my friends.Then also must miss me uh.HAHA.Joking.HAHA.Hope you people will pass your EOY with flying colour. HAHA.I also hope i can pass uh.Go express is another issue.




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